I’ve just had dinner. I had a drink on Friday and my brain still feels like it’s a lump of polystyrene. I look for reasons but maybe I’ve just drunk enough for it to always be that way to a degree? …

A little conscious of self-absorbed typing. I suppose one should keep such things private? I can’t tell. …

Here I am, wondering if I’m going to be moving back to my Mum’s house. It’s about money. Isn’t it always? It’s a bit of a shame you can’t just go online and pick up work, hand it over and get paid there and then. People want to know their…

I think I just want to organise my thoughts here. So I thought I’d write them down. The family came to visit and it was really very nice. We discuss the future. They of moving to Cornwall and me of not knowing what I’m doing. I am unemployed. Hoping I…

I’m up. I can’t sleep. At least I can watch stranger things. What’s so frustrating, though, is that tomorrow will be another washout. I thought I had something to knock me out but it looks like it’s some anti-depressant? Taking several weeks to work? What’s the use in that? I…

I’ve always found knowledge to be a bit like cheese. Cheese with holes, like you see on Tom and Jerry. I’ve been studying React on Udemy. It’s interesting, but I’m not going to remember it all. My plan is to keep using it after this course, to keep referring back…

I’m feeling peculiar. For me that isn’t uncommon, but tonight is very strange. Actually most of the day. I feel like there’s adrenaline coursing through me at a constant rate. I’ve not done anything exciting, or been bungi jumping or anything crazy and the exercise has been gentle so I…

It’s been a while. I thought I’d have a ramble here. I have been surprised actually that anybody reads anything I write, though in the past it’s been some programming tutorials, and I think someone even liked some of my rambling about my own mental health. Remember; if I seem…